This is not actually my own
creation but I have put a considerable effort to give it my style. I found this
in my computer as I was browsing the documents. It was written by one of the
awesome person I’ve met. His name is Jeevan Pahari. He wrote this couple of
years ago and it is really good.
How
ten hours taught me to live
Now I’ve to say, life is precious,
life is full of colours. This definition comes to everyone but
it’s just the matter of time and the events that they pass through in their
life. In other words, we listen or read to these visions of life everyday but
we fail to really understand what it means. But most of the time, a certain
event gives us a chance to reflect on ourselves. Life hasn’t always been good
to me, but neither it has been to everyone. I now see life in different
prospects. It’s just not about being happy , It’s about being sad also, It’s
about losing them, It’s about walking miles of distance because you don’t have
money in your pocket. It’s about losing the one you loved for long time and you
can do nothing about it. It’s about walking in rain, listening to music,
falling in love, rising in life. But above all it’s about living everyday as a
whole new day I came to realise these facts being locked in a room for ten
hours.
My family was going to a vacation trip to Illam and I was supposed to live at
my friends till then. In morning my small brother accidently locked my room
when I was in a deep sleep. Let’s say it was start of this awesome story. Life
is shit sometimes and that moment was shot for me. I woke up and after I did my
duty in the bathroom attached to my room, I decided to have some tea. I went
towards the door and tried to open it. It didn’t open. I tried some more times
but unfortunately, I couldn’t. I realised that the only way it could be open,
was from outside. I started to be restless and tried to bang the door. I
started to shout badly and as loud as I could but there was no one to hear my
voice and come for my help. My mobile had no balance to call or text and I had
no internet access. My friends wouldn’t come by unless I called them. To make
things worse, my phone’s battery died and the charger was in another room. I
was very hungry because from early morning I had ate nothing. Fortunately, I
had some water. I was weak now and very confined. The first thing I remembered
my pizza that memory of sausage pizza and a soft drink made my tongue go around
my dry lips. The scariest part about the incident wasn’t the fact that I was
locked. It was the thought that I would be locked for several days and I could
literally die if nobody would come to help me.
I can now say that I was
a bad ass back then, I was a proud boy and had a beautiful girl who loved me
unconditionally but I never understood what love is. When I started to realise
that I don’t have my parents by my side, who loved me more than anything in
this world. I started to remember the moments when my father carried me to the
hospital in his back because no vehicle ran as it was a strike day, I started
to remember my mother who would never eat enough with a wish that I would eat
as much food as I wanted. I started to miss my girlfriend who would never leave
my hand but whom I had always hurt for very small reasons that don’t even make
sense. I had never felt glad about having a bathroom attached to my room. It
was a simple incident. I wasn’t suffering from deadly disease or a terrible
accident. I wasn’t bankrupt nor I had a lost my life savings. But it was
terrible. I panicked and I thought I was going to die. I became so nostalgic, I
was sad, deep and my eyes were all full of tears all day and after 9 hours 30
min I began to thank god for making me alive. I felt so much gratitude for life
that I would go on hugging people in the streets if I could, if ever, get out
of that prison. They say, “What happens, happens for good.” I assume after 9
hours & 58 minutes god sent his angel to unlock my door and that was my
brother. The trip had been cancelled due to road problem. So, my family returned
home after getting stuck. At the moment I saw my parents, I again burst into
tears and hugged them and said, “Dad! I’ve found life.”